So, tonight was great, both Glee and Biggest Loser had their season premieres. I know, I know, I sound like a T.V freak.. I guess I really am. I haven't ever been a huge fan of Glee, we would watch the 1st season in drama class last year, I just never really got into it.. but the episode tonight was KILLIN. I am the biggest fan of the cute, little blonde that had the baby and got into a fight.. typical me, huh? I think I may be a Glee-er now.. Is that even what they're called? I need to be caught up on all this Glee history.
I want to go on Biggest Loser. I've been informing my parents that our family would be great for it, but my mom disagrees. So, I think my dad & I should go on. He hasn't really agreed to this yet, but he will... I will use my magic. :) I just absolutely love watching Biggest Loser every season. I think Jill is the coolest woman ever.She in my opinion is one of the most influential women alive. Although she is beasty and looks a whole lot like a man, I like her viscousness. Maybe she & I should be friends..
I really don't like watching Biggest Loser. It in a sense depresses me. I mean, look at those people. Its awful how their entire lives are affected by their wieght.. they are truly unhappy and terminally ill due to obesity. It literally makes me sick. You know, people have always told me, "You're not fat, Jordan.. Your size doesn't even really matter, it's what's inside that truly matters.." But I disagree. I am too overweight, and I despise it. I try to do what I can to get healthy. I workout, I try to eat right (mom just makes too many cookies.. I blame her), I don't drink cokes or eat salt.. I hate my dad for this. I hate having high blood pressure. I hate taking medicine for it that causes me to blow up like a balloon. Something I've realized in my 17 years: Genetics really suck.
My annonymous bestfriend (is that better?) told me once that I had a really good personality.. then about 15 minutes later she added," You know, most really fat people have a really awesome personality.." Yes, I assumed she was calling me really fat, although she claims that she wasn't and didn't even realize the connection. I didn't need her comment to make me think that I was fat. I have always thought so. I've always had low self-esteem. Many people think I have it all together, I have fooled them into believing I am confident in my own shoes. Well, I have a confession: I'm not. I don't like myself. I don't like one single thing about me. I sound emo or something, but I'm really not. I have no intentions on hurting myself, I just don't like me. Simple as that.
Curly hair is absolutely beautiful. I'd kill to have Taylor Swift's natural hair. I don't like that she curls it with a curler.. Natural curls are waaaaaaay prettier. I have curly-nasty hair.. but it's not very appealing. Maybe someday Taylor will pull a Britney & let me have her hair as a wig.
Why don't people use their fists anymore? Seems like more and more people are "solving" their disputes with guns and weapons.. What's the point in that? Come on people. If you have a problem with someone and talking it out just isn't making things right and their actions insist physical involvement.. USE YOUR FISTS. Lay it on 'em one good time, give them a big black jewel to show all their friends.. and call it quits. Stop using weapons such as guns.. all it's going to do is cause more difficulty..LIKE JAIL. I, like most of society, would appreciate if you could start using a little common sense. Thank you.
My brother isn't the brightest crayon in the box. Tonight, he really proved that by flipping the recliner backwards. I believe it was the funniest thing I've ever witnessed in my entire life. I was just innocently walking out of my bedroom door.. then BANG. There goes my brother and the chair backwards. He was laying there, staring at the ceiling for a good 5 minutes. This was one of the few moments I'll admit to actually appreciating my brother's presence.. So P.J , Thank you VERY much for acting like a complete idiot and flipping the recliner. It made my day.
Blogging is fun. But my bed is even more welcoming..
K bye. -jo. :)
K bye. -jo. :)
MUCH better. :) Love you.
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